Lyrics
I've been so nervous since I was young
'Bout the things that I can't control
Every breath might collapse my lungs
Might trip if I run, so I crawl
Floor shifts and the ceiling falls
Same spot where I got so drunk
New colors cover all these walls
Paint bubbles where my posters hung
And I could heal if I could see it coming
But I'm future vision-impaired
And it could take years for the cut to scab over
But if I knew, I wouldn't be so scared
By the time I had seen the worst
Everything didn't seem so clear
You live a life that you can't rehearse
Pushed to take to the light in fear
Grave diggin' ain't the deepest dirt
You're back to flesh and blood in dreams
Everyone's gonna hit the hearse
While you're here, gotta live through grief
And I could heal if I could see it coming
But I'm future vision-impaired
And it could take years for the cut to scab over
But if I knew, I wouldn't be so scared